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Sunday, May 31, 2009
FuCkiNg LiFe !
hMM, wtf am i doing ,EeRRrr ! whyy all this happen to me AaRrGgHhh ! i just want to get oFF with this fucking life, i cant take it anymore StressStressStressStressStressStressStressStressStressStreSssSsssssssss ! alwaeys thinking of smething, why cant just it stop for the moment of tyme ,im sick n tired of this. smetyme i alwaez talking rubbish n doing all the wrong things. why ? why ? why ? i feEl like im going crazy. feel like my life is now full wit rubbish. n now i feel like waNna just go n die.
Heyy guys WeLcOme tO my FuCkiNg LiFe ! hah !
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Saturday, May 30, 2009
290509 LiFE !
weLL yesterday iN school firstly need to stay at 1h do nothing ,hMM so bored but after that they got, CPA we follow them to the computer lab ,we have the chance to use it so,waste the tyme using it till 10am ,den go recess ,after that we go back to our class dancing listen to music singing all that den LaLa-DaNceR entertain us wit singing n dancing like wat hahaa ,hMM quite fun.. will be missing those days wit them. After all that we arrange all the table n chair as wat
mr ___ ask us to do, after that ms lin came n ask me yaya lala n zul to help her take all the report book n put all their result in it.. soo after we done it, ms lin give back our report book n say that we have improved alot except me she sad that i drop alot ,hMM baek2 5 jdik 16 haiSss..
den she say am i having any problem or wat ,coz in class i alwaez nver concerntrate, actually i have a problem but nehh i just want to keep it to myself.. so i just say no to her,haiss..
i nEed to put more effort this tymee ,please just forget abt the problem for the moment of tymee..one of my problem is abt godsisz,smeone not happy shez having another one ,n just bcoz of godsisz my bestfriend became my enemy n i dont expect this but tat gerl is wat they call
"kpale batu" haiSs.. daa uat mcm2 pon masi ssh nk maafkn akuu, mcm layhh diek tk penaa uat salah. Watever layhh, malas nk bbual psal diek.. ouh yeah,yesterday after school fyfy ajak go lpak deNn i just follow fyfy n only talk wit fyfy for 2 hours deNn aruu talk nan yg laen except tat gerl ,abee sedap atii tekak diek jeyy ckap akuu nik cam anjeng fyfy ekot jeyy manee diek gy, ehk sukee atii aku layhh nak jdik anjeng kee apee kee ,tk menyusahkn diek kn.. EeeRRrrr !
if she dont like me ,thre is nothing i can do News Flash, Bitch i dont live to pleasee her !=@
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Thursday, May 28, 2009
280509 LiFE !
heyy peeps, weLL 2i aNd 2h today go 2day1night camp at east coast, feEl sad coz we're not wit them having fun together ,hMM.. but doN feel so sad coz we're also having fun in school, soo in the morning at abt 8am go 1h classroom deNn go to our classroom tke our chair deNn go up again, deNn mr alvin tay ask us to go F&N hub to see a moviee, soo we go straight away to the hub n watch mr bean,hMm quite bored, 30 min watching n another 30 min we sleeping.. after tat go recess deNn sit at 1h classroom till 11.30 ,EeRrrr ! their class soo irrit , soo we dcided to sit at our own classroom n do our own things n yeah we did tke some pics soo just see below this post,[continue the story] soo the guys saw vp walking ard check all the clases n all of us was panic coz we go to our own classroom without any of the tcher permission. we quickly run straight away go to the girls toilet n all go in at the same tyme n tat makes my bag stuck at the toilet door handle or watever they call, hahaaa,n apee agik aku pon terikot uhh bag akuu ,wakakaka..haiSs mcm2 layhh ,ard 12+ we go lab 3 join 1h class again, mr yusman give the permission to use our hp n playing the comp soo apee agik.. kitee pkai comp layhh kn ,hahaa quite fun.. after school meet kak shapi n kak ezra deN go mc waiting for kak iFa ,kak shapi fwen n nysah, after tat lpak at 118 but me nver follow them me lpak alone at 123 ,abt 4+ gytuuu me go home coz not feeling tat weLL feel like vomit-ing n ..blayhh3.. hMM ,keay layh nyte really gtg ,ByEee !







































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Sunday, May 17, 2009
170509 LiFe !



HaPPy B'DaE to my dearest iRRitating sisz ,EeRrr !
smetyme hates her but oNly smetymes ,hMM ..weLL
this year swEet 17 but yet bdae girL whole day stay at home hahaXx i thought aLL swEet 17 nEed to go smewhre tat can be a memorable. hMM ,hahaXx go smewhre tat hve nice view but bdae girl go canal jog wit sibz ,nyahaXx but quite fun ryte sisz ..weLL ,this year is ur N'level gd Luck do ur best n hope euu success in studies n achieve in evrytng=)













HaPPy BeLated B'DaE to my dearest cuzin, HaZiQ.
hope euu success in studies n achieve in evrythng=)
weLL ,sowiie threz nothing i can give euu except this wish.
notsuRe layhh plakk nk bagik apee ,hMM soo yeah=)
weLL, morning wake upp at abt 9+ wash upp all tat
deNn chaow go bangkit wit mum n sisz buy food all tat deNn go home ,hve our breakfast deNn me use comp tiLL 6.30 deNn chaow go canal wit sibz jog till yew tee deNn come back n do stretching all tat deNn go home layh kn penat sakk daa layh tetibee asthma dtg ,hMM.. keay layh nEed to wash upp all tat deNn chaow go dreamland ,hah ! dreamland karpee..
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Saturday, May 16, 2009
yesterday n today LiFe !
weLL yesterday, accompanied fyfy feeqah fit go jurong swimming
complex. Firstly we're not that suRe waNna accompanied them or not ,but
haiSs ,since dOrg nk sgt kitee pegy hMM.. okeay deNn. MeEt them at ard 11
under yaya void deck deNn chaow go fyfy house. Sampai jeyy mntk mknn
tk tawuuu maLu enh kitee, hahaXx ! deNn chaow go jurong.
abt 2+ miie n yaya gerak go penin, she bought a bag n miie bought nothing
just bought a hoody 4 yaya b'dae present deNn chaow go teCk y mc meet
nysah, lpak smewhre deNn anta yaya balek deNn miie apee agik
balek uhh kn ,sumee daa balek , keay uhh.
Today LiFe plakk ,nothing much just waste aLL time by chatting
blogging watch tv eating chat wit sibz mmphh, maybe tatz all.
hMMphh! bored nyee. keay layhh damn sleepy waNna sleep chaow.
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Friday, May 15, 2009
160509
You're not worth the tears,
you're not worth the heartache.
I don't know why I give you the time. You're not worth the pain,
you're not worth the emptiness.
I don't know why I wish you were mine.
I'm sorry for crying over you,
because I said I wouldn't.
But I didn't promise you that,
because I knew it would be a promise
I would never be able to keep.
Nothing hurts more than realising *** meant everything to miie, but miie meant nothing to ***.
Never Say" I love you
"if you don't really care,
never talk about feeling
if they aren't really there.
Never hold my hand
if you're going to break my heart.
Never say you're to,
if you never plan to start.
Never look into my eyes
if all you do is lie.
Never say hello,
if you really mean goodbye.
If you really mean forever,
then say you will try.
Never say forever '
cause forever makes me cry.
Giving up on Love isn't Moving On
Its Giving up Your Happiness
The saddest love is to love someone,
to know that they still want you,
but the circumstances don't let you have them
Love...
Why does it hurt?
Why does it ache?
Maybe because we love too much
and too deep that somtimes
we forget to keep a little for ourselves...
sad but true.
I miss you most when I'm sad.
I miss you when I'm lonely.
But most of all,
I miss you when I'm happy.
I feel as if I could die tonight,
knowing that you are not here.
If a tear fell from my eyes each time I thought of you,
I would have a puddle of fallen wishes.
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Wednesday, May 13, 2009
130509 LiFe !
bdw before i start anything wanna say HaPPy BeLaTeD
B'DaE to my dearest friEnd ,hahaa hope euu can achieved
in everythng n takmo sad2 tau.. if got any probz miie will always thre 4 euu ,listen to evry of ur probz=)..


yesaaaa ! exam daa over ,hmm weLL today is the last exam tat is music do for 30 minutes n tats it, hahaaaa great exam tyme can talk, copy n singing.. teacher buat bodoh jeyy ,hahaaa if evry subject like tat kn bagooooos ,hMM ..
keay layh gtg ,ByE ! tKeCrE=)
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Saturday, May 9, 2009
FRiENDSHiP

i've been patience enough, sincere & faithful enough for my FRiENDSHiP !
bcoz of being too give in & patience towards u ppl attitude,
i've ruined myself soo deeply ! this happen bcoz i've been keeping
my emotions too much to myself ! i don wish this to happen,
i don ask this to happen & i don want this to happen !
u don noe how hurt i am all dis while ! my studies,myself are affected
bcoz of the 'HURTS' that u ppl threw to me..
i don asked anything from u ppl, i just want everything to be like last time
i miss all those memories !
i miss our FRiENDSHiP !
its all my fault ,everyone make mistake
u ppl also make mistake but whhyy its soo hard for u ppl to forgive me
is my mistake is to big tiLL u cant forgive me..
or maybe u ppl don need me anymore,
yeah ! akuu sedar siapee aku,akukn kwn yg tk gune kwn yg slalu buat kwn nyee menanges
slalu menyusahkn hidop korg kwn yg. . ..hMM
bcoz of me our FRiENDSHiP just gone like that...
hMM, me ReaLLy2 sowiiee towards all the mistake that i've done
hope u ppL be bff & hope u ppl last long=)..








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